PSYCHEDELICS, REVIVING
I was the parent of young teenagers, struggling with how the War on Drugs was interfering with my freedom to parent them, when I wrote “Drugs and Jewish Spirituality: That Was Then, This Is Now” in the May-June 1999 issue of Tikkun magazine. The piece, which identified the powerful role psychedelics had played in the mental lives of several contemporary Jewish notables, was eventually reprinted in Hallucinogens: A Reader, edited by Dr. Charles S. Grob of the UCLA School of Medicine — which led, in 2006, to my interviewing him and four other psychedelic researchers for Jewish Currents magazine.
Among them were Rick Doblin, a Harvard Ph.D. who became the founder and leader of MAPS (the Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies), which has been the driving force behind the growing acceptance of experimental psychedelic therapies in the mental health world. Ever since talking with him, I’ve been receiving and reading the MAPS quarterly bulletin — now in its 31st year — and I’m delighted by how much the publication has grown in range and depth from what used to be rather dull reports about small clinical studies to the exploration of major moral, ethical, social-justice, and medical issues.
In the most recent issue, for example (Volume XXXI Number 3, 2021), there’s an article about how psychedelic experimenters can best interact with indigenous peoples with respect and reciprocity; an essay that asks whether psychedelics can “promote social justice and change the world”; an interview with Michael Pollan, whose wonderful 2018 book, How to Change Your Mind, very much enlivened public interest in contemporary psychedelic research; a piece about “Queer-Affirming MDMA-Assisted Therapy”; and a philosophical essay by Dr. Chris Letheby that asks: “Are the things that people experience on psychedelics real? Do these substances induce genuine insights into self and world, or just hallucinations and delusions?”
Such question about the reality of psychedelic perceptions very much haunted my own use of LSD and mescaline when I was a young man. Raised as a skeptic and an atheist, I found the LSD perception that “there is some deeper level of reality than the everyday empirical world,” as Letheby describes it, to be deeply compelling — and deeply unnerving. There I was, experiencing but not wanting to believe what I was experiencing! As I wrote in “Drugs and Jewish Spirituality,” these were “‘mystical’ moments, tinged with madness, that involved a greatly intensified sense of metaphor and meaning, the dissolution of ego borders, the powerful ‘perception’ of what was real and illusory, natural and bizarre, holy and profane — and the manic longing to organize these insights into a redemptive system. Such episodes, deeply challenging to the rationalism that my family held dear, would leave me incapacitated by ambivalence. . . . And so, like the Hebrew people at the foot of Sinai, I ‘fell back and stood at a distance’ (‘Let not God speak to us, lest we die,’ Exodus 20: 15-16).”
The artwork at the top of this essay, taken from my new book, American Torah Toons 2, serves as a commentary on that very Torah portion, Exodus 20: 15-16. Clearly, even as an old guy, I’m still gnawing the same bone. •
